I tried. I gave it my all. From the start right until the very end. I always had high hopes and the belief that it would be enough. I wanted to do it the right way. I wanted to give you no other option but to tell me that I am the one for you. Everything I did, every day my heart beat, it was all done to make you realize that one thing. All I wanted was for you to take my hand and whisper those words to me. You did, until you stopped.
I am not sure if you wanted more or if you needed someone different. I was under no illusions from the start what your expectations were. I knew your needs, the ones you let me know about as well as the ones you attempted to keep hidden. I thought I would be able to meet them all. It appears I was wrong. It is clear that I did not succeed after all. You cannot say I did not try. I battled for you all the way but it is now time to give up the fight.
In the end, I was all I could offer to you. I gave every drop of blood and every bitter tear I had in me. It was not quite good enough. But it was worth trying and I will never regret it. You are all I ever wanted but I guess I could not make you love me enough.
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